Wednesday, November 29, 2006
4:46 PM
those feelings will fade away , eventually.im sure of it.
HAPPY 200th POST , BLOG! :DD!
believe ornt , ive started blogging since i was primary three.
here's my previous(lame blog) www.lisalee1986.blogspot.com
i was very childish then , view it &' you'll know whad i mean.
ive regretted wad i posted on March 18 , 2005.
i wish i could delete tht post.
but ive forgotten wad the password is.
ima heartless creature man...
i thought that no one would read it but i was so wrong can.
she read it and i bet she would dislike me till i perish from this cruel world.
i suck &' i will nvr evr forgive myself for wad ive done.
so maybe tad's the reason why i haven't been chatting wiv her online.
sighsighs.
all i can do now , is to read her posts everyday.
&' wonder hw she's doing.
when she's unhappy , im unhappy too.
when she's cheerful , i am too.
tht's hw my life goes.
awkward it is , aye?
do say YES!
well anyways , i didn't manage to sleep till 4 am ytd night.
i was tellin' andrew hw i felt this&that.
yadablahblahblah.
his massages are soSOOO LONG CAN.
e.g
"The decision lies with you , dont get too bothered over it. You can approach me for advice , i'll try to
help you solve your problems"
Amazing yeah ? no shortforms or whdsoevr.
he's an understading fella &' the perfect person to chat wiv wen ure feeling down.
sooooo.. maybe nt all guys are evil/bad afterall.
HEEHS :DD!
so he's the other 4.5% of the good guys right?
*everyone shall nod their heads*
as what andrew always tells me "TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!"
so tads why we should live life to the fullest and nvr regret.
yup. so this is why i can live on((:
UH-HUS.
I think my head is sorta heavier than it used to be tday :T
i miss kiki so freaking much can , stupid):
i messaged you ols didn't reply.
called you , you hung up on me :/
it's alright , i wont put the blame on you.
youve gt your reasons(:
