ive been thinkin alot lately.
exams,relationships wif my parents,friendship,a few more months till i part wif my buddies.
whdever.. you name it!
ive been taking tons of panadols lately,lyk 4 times a day.
say im crazy,insane.. whdevr.. all discriminations are welcome(:
mum told me it ain't good for health and it might have side effects.
oh well who cares luhs.. without panadols i wouldn't be able to concentrate.
back aches,headaches,legaches everywher.
donno wads been happening to me lately.
i just have the thought of migrating back to NZ.
really miss all my friends thre.
as each day passes,im always unhappy , always looking so deep in thought
&' let my imagination go wild.
&' wen im in NZ,im living my life as the most carefree&happy person.
all im saying is daht,if thre's a slight chance of going bck to NZ, i will migrate bck.
i told mum abt this and she nodded her head &' told me that if life is that difficult in sg,
she prefers me to go back and be that bubbly&cheerful girl again.
i dont think i shld even cme back to sg in the first place.
but if i dont,i wouldn't have met lele,sasa,roro and my seniors.
and all of my other buddies out there.
i wouldn't have met andrew(gankor)too.
)):
ahhs.i shan't type anymore abt this matter.
let me be on the positive side of life and say that:

HAPPY BDAY VINCENT!(MY BROTHER)
see luhs.youre younger sister is so SWEET.
*everyone pukes blood*
hohos.im just kiddin.
im not sweet at all.
haaas!
oh yeahs! ppl who are reading this POST RIGHT NOW.
listen to 97.8FM on monday,9.oopm/am.
not sure whether its in the morning or at night.
listen for my brother's name.
some of his friends wrote a dedication to carrie cheong(DJ)
carrie cheong will be saying something lyk this(ahem):"OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINCENT LEE from blahblahblah person.oh yesyes a very happy birthday!"
something lydet luhs(:
im envious. my brother is gonna be popular for once.
WAKAKA.

ARGH , im tired enough alrdy, and you guys out thre have to push me to the limits.
today my brother pissed me off badly,he accused me of stealing his two blue pens.
GEEZ vincent have you ever wonder why would i wanna take youre blue pens wen
im in mum's room mugging my life out?!
and wen i went to view my blog i saw glen's remarks.
and he really gave me the feeling that all GUYS ARE FREAKING JERKS.
use your common sense luhs, if ure not one of my darlings who would scroll down all the way
and take a glance at my stupid face.
USE THAT BRAIN OF URS LUHS.
God gave you that brain to do wonderful things.
and if im that monsterous looking then why would you wanna visit my blog.
who knew, my blog can be posted wif all my pictures everywhere.
and i bet you will be puking.

so after this incident, i told mum hw im not gonna get married in the future
and so she fell off her chair.
hahas.
she asked why and told her not to.
it's just that simple.
lisa lee just will not get married in the future.
PERIOD. if dunt know wads the meaning of PERIOD it's the same meaning as fullstop.
i dunt know why im explaining wads the meaning of this and that to you.
i guess im just suffering from moodswings.
so now I SHALL WARN YOU.
dontch you dare to provoke me during the exam periods.
if not you will meet the other BAD side of me.
if you enjoy provoking me that much, do it after the exams.
i'll be a little less nastier.
;X
there's nothing wrong wif me im just suffering from moodswings now.
so i suggest you shld just stay far FAR away frm me lohs.
I,Lisa Lee Si Hui has come to a conclusion that upon the guys living on earth,
95.5% of them are jerks((:

Hello thre people.
im freaking tired luhx.came back home after school around 4.00pm.
while walking home,i felt lyk fainting luhs.
why?yet again,i didn't eat.
hahas.15hrs of starvation.li hai right.
:X
during recess i was cooped up at the library readin books.
wif kiki&mimi (: HOHOS.
so wen i reached home,i took a shower & then i fell flat onmy bed.
I WAS DEAD TIRED.
i guess, i woke up around 6.00pm
HOHOS(: im a heavy sleeper.
im feeling kinda weird right nw,as if i just woke up from my fairytale.
&' my eyes are kinda watery.
i haven't been cryin' .
well i dunt think so.
they are just watery for some reason.
to all those ppl who reads my blog often:

A BIG THANK YOU!
Firstly, i dunt even know why you even bother reading luhs.
you hear all my shit everyday,not sian mehs?
LOL.
but well yeah,THANKS.
thanks for hearing me out(:
so nw im chatting wif my dahleng kq online.
but i dunt think i will be on for long..
im back to mugging hard.
IM IN LOVE WIT:KIKI&MIMI((:
where did i go wrong.i only threw up on you wad..
AND EVEN APOLOGISE LIAW.

wohooos.
tml back to school.
Wednesday-listening compre.
so it ain't that bad luhx.
CAN PASS(:
Thursday-Compo.
hmm.leme guess if it's an interesting topic..
i think i can gain lotsa marks.
depends on the topic lohs.
XD
chinese compo?
i think i'll have some difficulty writing it... but at least a PASS can LIAW.
haaaas!
the following tuesday-im dead(:
so prepare my grave right nw.
i think i'll be preparing one at my backyard.
XD
the outside pain goes away , but the inside never heals):

HELLOHELLOS.
so it's saturday &' another 4 days till im officially dead.
i duno hw im gonna face my exams which are approaching fast.
and after the exams i still gotta worry, bcus of the results.
crapp.
& if i do not do well in my subjects i wont be livin on earth.
):
Dots...
but after listenin' to kq's comforting words.
i FEEL MUST BETTER(:
i must look forward to the fun we'll b havin after the exams.
so study hard and then playy HARD.
HEHEHX XD.
i was marathoning yesterday..
its not game marathoning..
ITS STUDY marathoning.
lols.so i studied 1 all the way to 7 den had a break
& so i continued to study till 1.30am
and today morning nobody could wake me up lohs.
I WAS DEAD TIRED...
i didn't really finish my science revision yet cus mdm sen took the science revision papers to mark.
den you tell me hw to study luhx.
zzzz. ><" im tryin' to b POSITIVEumm.why are exams good?...
well lets see.. exams are good bcus you will know how much you have learnt and improved
over several months(:
uhh okay... i guess I shld think daht way(:

here are the photos lyk hw i promised earlier(:

by the way,between you&I my bro does not lyk singapore.he wants to migrate wen he gets older.

my bro's room(: posters&goals pasted EVERYWHERE!
so as you can see,my brother is the ambitious type(:

((((((: HEYLOS.it's lili again.HOHOS
Life is so simple and plain flowing currently.
No pain no worries.
YEAH! i feel GREAT! (:
im currently teaching my lil brother hw to write.
heheHOS.
im such a great sister ehs?
i spent my precious time teaching my lil bro hw to write.
nahz im just kiddin'.
i rather spent my time studying than teaching that lil brat.
but since it was my mother's request must teach him lohs.
cannot say no right....
but i'm having REALLY facing BIG problems.
my brother doesen't sit still.
he keeps running around.
zzzz.
arghs.its his problem if he get 0/5 for his ting xie(:
HOHOS.he's gonna get it from mum.
&' for punishment he's gonna eat plain porridge for a WHOLE MONTH.
haaaas! hw cool is THAT?~
LOL.
and can you even imagine, how my lil brother pronounces the word"Forgot?"
the way he pronounces it is"Fe-got"
HAHAS.
and then of cos being a GREAT&WONDERFUL sister i corrected him luhx.

im studyin in my brother's room currently.Shhhh, dunt tell him if not i wont be living the next day.
i saw the cranes that he fold.
WHOA,they are lyk a gazillion of them.
ive took a picture took.mayb i'll post it later.
ive promised mum daht by e time i finish posting
IM ON TO MY STUDIES.
haaas! i know im guai.
(:

im DEAD sick.

why must i be sick at this period of time.
exams are just around e corner.
and i have to be sick..
arghhs.
crap luhx.
im down wif the flu..
it's bad.
):
well anyways, thanks to all my darlings who text me get well soon messages.
really appreciate it.
(:
so what i actually did tday
was STUDY STUDY and more of STUDYING.
i was multi-tasking...
i was studying while having my lunch.
im talented yeah?
hohohos(: im just joking.
this really made me wonder all day.
i couldn't really sleep.
minyi told me this:
no matter how deep your wounds were to be,they'll definitely heal one day(:
Right? so no matter how hurt you are now in your heart,they WILL DEFINITELY HEAL.
But yet again,no matter how it heals,the scars would be thre.
&' so the scars would remind you to be careful,not falling down again.
The scars are evidence to show that you ARE STRONG.
You are stronger thatn who yoo are before.
thanks minyi for telling me this(:
KHEHEHEHEX.

A Note To All My SWEET DARLENGX:

I WILL BE STRONG(:

Took this two days ago.Thank You Michelle for e T-shirt.
Although it's too big lehs.haaas(: .












Hello thre PEOPLE :DD!
my eyes are RED SWOLLEN.
i managed to find my EYEMO.
you know daht little bottle dat relieves your eyes
wenever your eyes are dry&tired from a hard day's work?
yupp.
while i was dripping some of the liquid onto my eyes.
mum came in,& den she thot that i was cryin somehw.
since the droplets look lyk tears & my eyes were red and puffy.
she thot daht something horrible has gone wrong.
so i of cos i explained to her luhx.
:D
haaas! really want to know daht why my eyes are red SWOLLEN?..
well. haas!..
yesterday couldn't sleep lohs. so i thot why dont study since exams around e corner
and ive haven't complete my revision yet.
so i study study study.
i just couldn't sleep luhx.
dono wads bothering me.
sighs.
so only around 7.00am i managed to get some slp lohx.
me just woke up! hahahs.
im so glad that at least tday no nd to attend classes.
phew.
if nt i'll be missing out on alot of stuff.

mumster is sick.
yeah whenever she coughs,
it aches my heart.
hope you get btr soon MUMMY.

Holy Innocent here comes MARCUS.

HEYYYYYlos GOOD citizens of Singapore!(:
lili here again.
Guess wads on e menu for today's lunch...
PORRIDGE(:
heyeheys.dunt diss the porridge luhx.
it's yummy you know..
xb
currently using a bowl wif pictures of snoopy on it!
^^!
somehow im feeling lyka young kid again.
hohos.
ive got the ans for my question liaws.
thanks to lele(:
Why love wen you know daht you will get hurt in e end?
&'lele replied:Because love&pain comes together.
"Even if you mend a broken mirror,there will be cracks after the fall.
Therefore,it's still broken and cant reflect the previous happiness like how it did.
It does not shine lyk hw it used to be.
It's just broken."
it's a great answer isn't it?
wif splended english written all over it.
while you people just drool all over my blog.
ahuhx.
im just kidding(:
im feeling somewhat cheerful nw.
heehees.i guess i lost daht sadistic past of me.
dahts good new isn't it?
but it's somehw weird luhx.
i told mama hw i was feeling and she said
daht i haven't been feeling cheerful for quite a awhile.
and she said daht i just need time.
i'll get used to it(:

anyways thank you roy for reading all my posts.
haas!
Hating someone is hard,I guess.
Im feeling so friendly now XDD.
Throw eggs at me,go ahead.
Banana Skins Too!

e WORLDTRADE CENTRE movie was darn touching luhx.
watch it two dayys ago.
ive forgotten to post abt it though.
blame e sotong lohs.
hahas!

went to church tday.
wasn't quite listening to wad dey had to say.
cox i was chatting wif my dahlengx mahx.
sarah said daht she MISSED ME SO MUCH!
awww.dahts so darn sweet of her..
debra look darn PRETTY tday.
her star earings just look simply awesome luhx.
&' sarah's skirt looks so elegant ^^!
she looks somehw lyka supermodel.
hohos(:
got kena scolded by my grandpa just den.
he saw me looking so pale
and heard from my mum
that ive nt been eating well.
and here i am hearing them nagging agen.
*sighs*
yadablahblahblah..
i dont have ta go school tml.
YEAH~
but im sure daht ive gotta mug lyk crazy luhx.
&' i cant wait for e exams to b done and over wiv.
TIME PASSES SO SLOW.
zzzz.im goin' insane
=B
somehow im thinkin abt e past.
i miss them so darn much man.
arghx forget it.
what's now is NOW.
what's then is THEN.
to live is smile and NEVER frown
for TOMORROW will be a better day
:DDDD.
im so on e positive side of life.
:DDDD

&' i miss them so DARN much...

HAPPY BDAY TO MY GRANDPA!

:DDDD

basically, all my relatives are comin over to my hse tday.
ohh no. dahts BAD news.
my cousins are coming over.
which the word "Cousins"
includes sebastian too right.
oho.this is bad.
REALLY BAD.

well anyways, i spent $46.80 on e bday cake.
uhhx yes yes wo hen xiao shun.
uhuhx.
mumster is bz preparing all e drinks and suff.
while Aunty Brenda,is doing all e cooking.
^^!
i thought of chaging my blogskin soon.
although e website has some data base issues.

me&kq are completely crazy abt princess hours,goong
and wen i say CRAZY i really mean CRAZY luhx.
im currently begging mama dearest to get me e dvd.
despite begging her over a few months,she still disagrees.
awww):
oh nevermind,i'll still keep trying(:

i just tagged at minyi's blog.
and she was lyk "OMG" luhx.
i mean wads so shocking for me visiting her blog.
nthing rights?
but e main point is daht im glad dat she is over wif
dat saiful guy who doesen't cherish love.
hes a two timer! as far as i know.
i hope minyi is feeling btr though.
she seriously gotta be strong!
she will be fine i guess,
afterall she has such GREAT BUDDIES!
ive got nthing to be worried of.


im getting a new hp!
YEAH! (:

lisa is finally back blogging :DDD!
i bought chocolates home.GEEE.
a way of relieving stress before e exams starts.
preety cool huhs.xb
i bet tml's breakfast is gonna be chocolates.
hahas!im gonna gain so much weight lahz.
serioously lahz. i cant afford to fail my maths.
CANNOT.ABSOLUTELY N-O.
i must pass.if not i rather go and die lahz.
thinking of failing worries me deeply.
haish.
but if I REALLY FAIL.(touch wood)
me and e girls separation.sighh.
SO, before anything happens
I MAKE SURE I MUST PASS WITH FLYING
COLOURS LOH!
and make it a miracle! (:

just came bak home!
the onlyy reason i was allowed to blog was daht.
MUM&DAD ain't home!
13 more days till e exams.
*screams of horror*

simin cried tday just bcos of some guys luhs.
awww poor thing.
guys can get really mean at times.
and evil also lahz.
-__
i hope i dunt offend any of e good guai boys our dere! ^^

i think im somehw bcomin a lesbian
=XXXX
ive been sending too many "iloveyou" messages to my girlfriends.
but i hope daht dey dunt misunderstand me luhx.
they wont.. right..?..
wad e heck am i thinkin of cos they wont luhx.
awww.. t's so darn sweet of sj to say this to me after supp lesson.
SJ said:"byebye lisa..be careful on e road."
seeseee.. just lyk a simple sentence lydet
can make me feel so HAPPY XDDD!
ohkays wadver.. im going down to watch
PRINCESSHOURS~
toodles~

MAYYY I LOVE YOO!

LISA LEE SI HUI is so gonna watch
PRINCESS HOURS tml at 7.oopm!
RAHHHH!!
i mean daht ive actually watch e whole thing but it's in korean.
so ive got no idea wad e heck they are saying.
BUT it's darn touching luhx.
cried several times liaw...
:DDD!
and e princess is really cute.
forgot her name liaw..
hahas! :DDDD!
i think i'll turn out all right luhx.
so a note to my dahlengx:
IM FINE :DDDDD!!
LISA LOVES:

kiki-KIALEE :DDD <3333
bibi-Abigail<3333333
mimi-JASMINE <33333
lili-myself luhx <33333
and MICHELLE&ANDREW of cos <3333 :DDDD!
okay fine, i admit im going nuts
lmao.
no matter wad happens...
no matter hw im stuck in highly impossible problems to solve wif
i'll always put on a strong appearance and face THE WORLD :DDD!
i shan't cry in my room e whole day.
it won't solve anything.
prepare for e new and IMPROVE LISA!
mwhahahas!....
ignore this post... im just typing crap.
XDD!

after listening to some encouraging& happy songs.
i think im feeling better.
alot better(:
i feel daht there is some hope in life afterall.
i just need someone to comfort me and just
ask me a simple qestion," Lisa are you okay?"
or at least someone who's always dere to listen
to me whenever i need them.
i mean it's obvious dat ive gt such great dahlengx luhx :DD
but they dunt have e time for me..
well.. 'll always tell kiki my problems..
and she'll always try to make me feel better
one way or another.
i dunt know hw she does it.
but after listening some advice of her own
i somehw feel muchMUCH better (:
from nw on LISA's GONNA live life to the FULLEST
XDD!

happy children's day? (:
i hope everythin will go smoothly dis month.
including my exams.
oh PUH-LEASE GOD :DDDD

ive been really quiet dese dayys.
YEAH, REALLY QUIET..
i duno whyy. but out of e blue..
ive been havin second thoughts abt living in singapore.
i guess, ive been growing weaker as each day passes.
im getting really darn TIRED of yoor stupid lies man.
white liars cant yoo just tell e FUCKING TRUTH?
i know daht im nt e lisa who shouts vulgarities
neither am i e lisa who acts lyka ahlian.
but im sick...
sick of your fcuking lies.
im moodless to go on..
i guess i'll just end here.
goodnight&goodbye good citizens of singapore(:


ignore this post if yoo wanna.
see who i really am.
but dont LABLE ME.
IM JUST LISA.
MSLISA.
forget e chinese name it brings bad luck.
si hui
hui si ><