Thursday, September 28, 2006
12:01 AM
i FEEL SO ENVIOUS;JEALOUS tday.
i mean t's lyk all my girlfriends have boyfriends.
or at least they have someone who dey admire..
im lyk e odd one out ):
sj told me daht i was crazy cus i didn't lyk anyone & she
suggests dat i shld have a mental checkup.
...... i dunt think i shld do whdevr she tells me too.
cus some of dem are really scarcastic.
im just jealous luhs.
i wish daht this feeling would just fade away over time(:
i mean t's lyk whyy cant i find a special someone.
or are my expectations too HIGH?
umm.well mayb.
X)
but it always happens dis way:
you lyk someone- but e someone doesen't lyk you.
OR...
someone lyks you.. but you cant respond to their feelings.
but.. im in none of these situations.
im e someone who can't find somebdy.
kk. forget abt it.
nw let me share wif you wad happend at school tday.
28th September...
woke up late.around 6.30. SO LATE RIGHT..
i washed up tied my hair and rush down to catch my school bus which
arrived at around 6.45
... 15mins to get read.. YESYES.wo hen ke lian(:
reached school.abi showed me her smses.
went to e toilet to read them.was schocked& happy for abigail.
on e other hand, i was feeling kinda envious for abigail.. she found her special someone.
HAAS(:
during recess went to e library; i skipped my meals agen.
heex.
during my time at the library. sj was talking abt hw crazy i was, nt lyk anybdy.
was listening every word she said patiently.
den we chat for quite a long time den e bell rang.
Mdm Sen's ke was dead boring.
had to teach e girls hw to draw e linegraph.
it was pretty fun luhs.
teaching other ppl to do stuff can be fun at timesX)
