Saturday, September 30, 2006
3:36 AM
although im nt a food fan kind of gal.i can admit daht dis is really mouthwatering.yeah MOUTHWATERING.baked dis wif mum just a few minutes ago.she saw me kinda depress dese few days so she just baked this for me.haaas! it's sweet yeah?wad i meant was it was sweet of her to baked dis for me. nt dat the pastry is sweet.WELL of cos t's sweet luhx.
kk.im gonna put a stop to all my crappings(:
i wanna rebond my hair! (:
Friday, September 29, 2006
12:36 AM
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TA ALL CHILDREN!!!
^^! tdays's celebration was awsome luhs.huang lao shi was playin e harmonica
& claire was so TOUCHED.daht she dropped a tear.
awww :DD! isn't daht sweet!
and dis is a note to all sd3,4I3 teachers
YOU ROCK!
t' doese't matter anymore.yoor words were a pack full of lies.ihateyoo.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
12:01 AM
i FEEL SO ENVIOUS;JEALOUS tday.
i mean t's lyk all my girlfriends have boyfriends.
or at least they have someone who dey admire..
im lyk e odd one out ):
sj told me daht i was crazy cus i didn't lyk anyone & she
suggests dat i shld have a mental checkup.
...... i dunt think i shld do whdevr she tells me too.
cus some of dem are really scarcastic.
im just jealous luhs.
i wish daht this feeling would just fade away over time(:
i mean t's lyk whyy cant i find a special someone.
or are my expectations too HIGH?
umm.well mayb.
X)
but it always happens dis way:
you lyk someone- but e someone doesen't lyk you.
OR...
someone lyks you.. but you cant respond to their feelings.
but.. im in none of these situations.
im e someone who can't find somebdy.
kk. forget abt it.
nw let me share wif you wad happend at school tday.
28th September...
woke up late.around 6.30. SO LATE RIGHT..
i washed up tied my hair and rush down to catch my school bus which
arrived at around 6.45
... 15mins to get read.. YESYES.wo hen ke lian(:
reached school.abi showed me her smses.
went to e toilet to read them.was schocked& happy for abigail.
on e other hand, i was feeling kinda envious for abigail.. she found her special someone.
HAAS(:
during recess went to e library; i skipped my meals agen.
heex.
during my time at the library. sj was talking abt hw crazy i was, nt lyk anybdy.
was listening every word she said patiently.
den we chat for quite a long time den e bell rang.
Mdm Sen's ke was dead boring.
had to teach e girls hw to draw e linegraph.
it was pretty fun luhs.
teaching other ppl to do stuff can be fun at timesX)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
10:49 PM
tday; yet another one of my most miserable days of my whole life daht ive lived on dis earth.
*sighs* mum locked me out of dah hse tday.from 1 till nw?
okay ard 45mins luh.
dun ask whyy.
ive thought of giving myself up.
but i cant give myself up nw. im still 11 you know.
*sighs*
im still really depress.i cant stop those tears from rolling down my cheeks.
i hav no idea hw im gonna lang du tml during chinese oral.
mayb i'll just get a 0.
ive been talkin to myself randomly dese dayys.
i still haven't figure it out whether im suffering from depression or
im just bored or mayb lonely.
just to let you know, i might nt be myself these days....
or mayb months..
OR MAYB EVEN YEARS..
mayb i'll just late it... all go.i dun wanna try no more.
ive just about sad enough.
9:27 AM
yeah! i'll be hanging wif my dahlengx ltr at Topaya Hub dere.
t's been SOSO long ever since i went out wif dem.
ohya not to mention
I QUITE MAPLE LERH (X
so dunt ask me anithing related to it.
may told me daht my socialising skills are awsome.
i dunt toatally agree wif her though.
i go banging up dah walls if im angry or sumthing.
or i'll just sprint to cold storage & gen a tub of haagen daz ice-cream
& starve myself wif it :DD!
& den my frens would just start gossiping abt me.
so nw im HANGING OUT WIF kia lee and e other gals~
well. dey are REALLY REALLY COOL!.
but too bad they're awfully quiet at times.
but it's alright.IM QUIET TOO.
ohkay nw im just typing crappppp.
ignore dis post if yoor SMART :DDDDDD!
Friday, September 22, 2006
3:53 PM
ohkayy.
kill me& blame me for nt postin for ages.
ive been bz recently.
VERY BUSY.
daht latern daht i did seriously doesen't look lyk an apple.
it looks more lyka heart.
=XX
giv me a "C' luhs.
&' i didn't put any effort in it.
luan zhuo de(:
im bz worrying abt my chinese oral,this comin monday.
im gna flunk it BIG TIME.
&' worst of all, the tester will be Mr NG.
ohkay so yeah im DEAD.
>.<
roasted lyka pig(:
lyk usual school was more or less BORING.
wei quan was totally irritaiting dis morning.
although at times he can be pretty cool&funny.
i decided to change my skin soon(:
if i can find any good ones.
or mayb i'll just change the sotong pic into a.. um..
the stuff toy dog daht she gave me randomly.
awww.its so darn CUTE.
*hugs&squeezes toy dog*
abigail stares & slaps me.
currently nw listening to Im Not Missing You,Stacie Oricco
the lyrics are really meaningful to mae.
yeahh.
serioously wad good is love when it keeps hurting you.
stoopid yeah?
so dis kinda bug dah heck out of me dese few days.
sometimes people are just weird.
why do they wanna start a relationship wen they alrdy know
wads gonna happend at dah end.
if someone could just giv me some explanation on this.
im gonna umm.. treat yoo for a movie? XDD.
Friday, September 15, 2006
7:39 PM
finally 've got dah mood to post! :DD
dun worry MICHELLE.im eating my meals regulary OKAY...
& i dun look daht pale as before.
so i should live a healthy life! :B
went to Jan's hse to do daht lantern thingy.
den all of a sudden mum called.
saying daht she wanted me to be back at 3 instead of 5!
-.-'' arghhx. den of cos i asked why lorh.
den she said she wanted to me to revise my maths!
why cant i revise it tml when t's saturday and i can revise all i want.
why must it be now,today!
den she said something lyk dis,"Lisa Im very dissapointed in yoo."
den she just hung up lydet.
so WADD if she's dissapointed ?!!! zzz.
so of cos i was forced to say goodbye to my dahlengs and headed to home.
so while i was waiting for the bus to arrive.kinda listened to some sad songs.
which reminded me abt dah past,again.
haiis.if onlyy dah past was PRESENT.
bought dis encouraging poster at heartland mall just a while ago.
Lord,help me to remember daht nthin is going to happen to me tdayy that You and I
cant handle together.
i am missing yoo.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
5:23 AM
im feeling really very DEPRESS dese few dayyx ):
duno wads wrong.
ive got so many things;to do so little time.
& im losing my touch wif yoo.
are yoo avoiding mae?
*shakes head telling myself daht im just being foolish*
went out tday wif my mum,SHOPPING.
went to "this fashion" den BUY BUY BUY =DDD !
If yoo would only know hw much i bleed for yoo.
X'(
Monday, September 11, 2006
2:29 PM
tday woke up dam late.cux ytr nite i was tossing&turning all around.
i cant stop MYSELF from THINKING.
arghx!~
so i woke up ard.leme see.11am?
>.< & den i rushed to the washroom to wash myself up.
and so i looked at my reflection in the bathroom mirror and think,
Will i be missed if I die? Do I really have a purpose in this superficial world ?
den my mum called me up and kinda asked me hw come i spent half an hour in the toilet.
so i quickly came out lorh.
den i listened the music while composing some poems.
t's called : Self-Esteem.
Pls treat me well;I am as I'm treated.
When I am loved,I can love who I am.
When I am cared for,I can care for myself.
When I am treated as someone,I can feel lyk someone.
Speak to me,so i may learn to listen.
Expose the world to me,so I may see its beauty.
Look into my eyes,so I may feel i am seen.
If you're good to me,I must be a good person.
When you smile at me,I can smile inside.
When yoo let me make my own choises,I know that i can choose.
When yoo give to me,I can give a bit back.
Touch me gently,so I may touch others.
Rest my unrest,so that I may learn self-control.
Soothe me,so i may learn to soother.
Love me for who i am, nt for who i am nt.
I spent around one hour composing dis poem.
I hope daht yoo lyk it.xb.
i came across this pic on yahoo images tday.
it's so dam CUTE(:
XP
awww.wada cute couple man. X))~*lisa basks in love*
ohwell.'ve gt the disk(the whole series)
so mayb after my exams i'll watch it all over agen.
but dah ending is kinda sad though.
but if im nt wrong i think dey are a real couple in real life?
according to the pic luhx.X)
to get a a better glance at the pic
check out this website:
http://blog16.fc2.com/o/oxydiox/file/9glpph.jpg
Sunday, September 10, 2006
1:21 AM
oh oh oh.
this thing really inspires me , a whole lot.
there it goes:
What drives your life?
everyone's life is driven by something.
right now yoo may be driven by a problem,pressure, or a deadline.
yoo may be driven by a painful memory,a haunting fear, or an unconscious belief.
there are two common ones:
1.Many people are driven by guilt.
running from regrets and hiding their shame.
They are often manipulated by memories.
They also allow their past to control their future.
2.Many people are driven by resentment &anger.
They hold on to hurts and never get over them.
resentment always hurts yoo more than than it does the person yoo resent.
the offender might have forgotten, yet yoo continue to stew in your pain,
perpetuating the past.
Listen : those have hurt yoo in the past cannot continue to hurt yoo now
unless yoo hold on the pain through resentment.
your past is PAST! nthing will change it.
yoo are only hurting yourself with your bitterness.
for your own sake,learn from it, and then let it all go.
yeah.i belong to the second one.
resentment. i get it nw. really.
i shld let go of my hurt.
learnt from the past, and let it go man.
but what about my feelings? hahah.
well, at least God answered my question.~XD
went out wif kq&weiqi yesterday.
yea i seriously had a great time at hg mall yesterday man.
there was suppose to be a big crowd joining us but it seems daht onli the
3 of us could go.
so i met them at hg mall the windowpaint/sandart there.
den we do do do do . & weiqi was goofing around.
and we laugh laugh laugh.
although it was only the three of us.
i am really honoured to have such great pals.
XD~
see im so sweet.
if kq reads my posts i think she would cry(:
haaas.(:
Thursday, September 07, 2006
10:21 AM
yea im goin out ltr man(:
woHoo~
FREE from JAIL!
LISA IS SAIFUL.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
12:20 AM
yoo said i've changed.
well, i kinda agree man.
these days i kinda look DIFFERENT?
chating wif kq right nw.
YAYS~ you ren pei wo(:
so i wont be a loner all the time.
life has been quite tiring ever since last month.
i really gotta go out friday wif kq & chill out & of cos HAVE FUN!
i seriously LOVE MY DAHLING KOHQING luhx.
she has always been there for me ever since primary 1 man.
im gonna buy ben&jerry ice-cream later.
im too stress these days gotta eat some ice-cream.
(:
God, give me a break .
i need some time.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
3:01 AM
couldnt really slp last night.
dunno what i was thinking.
i shldnt be anyways.
woke up feeling so moody and stuffs.
another rainy day.
going out wif kohQING later.
ohhh, im nt sure since im lyk so called "GROUNDED"
arghhx, crapp luh.
i'll be lyk so dead bored at home.
mayb i'll just read a book or something.
or mayb listen to the radio.
hahahah.
im lyk so broke this holiday.
bud at least i still can survive without money right..
can always borrow from michelle first.
although i dun lyk to owe ppl things .
pai seh =X .
i really wanna go OUTside to enjoy myself.
even it its raining or whdever, it's still worth it .
better than staying at home facing walls man.
my mum is still angry wif me .
whats her problem?!
well i think she needs to be more understanding&self-actualized at times.
saw this on my calendar just then:
Somebody cares , & always will.
The world forgets, but God loves yoo still.
Somebody cares and loves yoo still.
& God is daht Someone who always will.
if God cares and loves me.
whyy are all these tragics happening to me ): ?!
Sunday, September 03, 2006
12:06 PM
so yeah, it's true there's a reason behind every problem ehs?
lols.the reason whyy mum bought that chicken soup thingy book
cus she wants me to bcome a btr person.
i can bcome a btr person right?
:DDD~
i can luh. hav faith in ME will ya?
didn't went to church tday cus.
my family thought we'll be heading to the expo dere
to get subscribe to the starhumb broadband since our current
boradband is gonna expire reall soon..
& wads more the starhub deal was..
we'll get A XBOX 360!! man..
(((:
but the lame thing was if we subscribe for it the speed is gonna drop
down by 50% luh.lame crap shit.
so we've drop down the deal.
i think im gonna get a free iMac man.
cool EH?
*smiles in delight*
im gonna compose and right all my songs in it(:
& den i'll try to play it on my guitar yeah:DDDD~
bullshit.it ain't abt them.yoo left me hanging):
Saturday, September 02, 2006
4:27 AM
EMOTIONS
1.are yoo missing someone right now: i dun wan to.
2.are yoo happy: no.
3.are yoo talking to anyone right now: yeah.may
4.are yoo bored: kinda.
5.are yoor parents still married: yes.
6.do you lyk someone right now: no.
TEN FAVOURITES
1.fav shows: My name is Sanshun.
2.flowers: roses.
3.colours: white,black&blue.
4.sports: jogging/running.
5.mall: marina square&PS.
6.music: rock/pop/kelly clarkson.
7.food: nahhs im nt a food fan.
8.drink: juice?XD.
9.animal:squirrels? they are cute =/
10.country: Tokyo&NZ(:
FACTS
1.hometown: singapore.
2.hair colour: black.
3.hair length:nt sure.
4.eye colour: brown.
5.shoe size:four.small ehs =/
6.mood: moodless luhx. xd
7.available: zzzzz.dun ask luh.
8.lefty/righty: right.
LOVE LIFE
1.have yoo ever been in love? uhh wad can i say.. uhh yes/no?>.<
2.do you believe in love? uhh kinda?
3.have yoo ever been heartbroken? yeah.
4.have yoo ever broken someone's heart? yeah.
5.have yoo ever liked someone but never told them?
uhh well.somewhat they have found out.
6.have you had a secret admirer?.. well uhh yes?
=XX. it was suppose to be a secret luh.
uhh this so called "test" is rather long.i've gt no mood to carry on.srry SHER..
=( .
