moii reli sry miinyii ii was just looking derhh darksiide of your liife.lmaosh reli sry budd even though iive realiise wot ii diid to her.. i guess she can nvr forgive moii..sho sad.. she told my brothha that all her frns were all bad ppl and she dosen't want 2 hang out with dem anymore T= bleahs. iim feeling reli guiilty now boyy =x nxt week exams lers somemore nt reli studying =x lolx.i reli want my maths exams to be 78 agaiin worrx budd ii dunt thiink can barhhxx.. sho saddd ii dunwant 2 get sho iddicted to maple lehhss..aiiyyass sho sad.sho bad.

budd what can ii do nerhhx..bleahs at least now gt reli good frns and a good brottha(not my kin brothha)

lolx.. my kin brottha berii bad de keep scolding moii bad words.. sho bad horrs.. =x

hahaxx..aniwaiies me myself alsho berii naughty de =Dlolx..

got to go byyes

what a day.. arhhxxxx.. sho siian arghhxx.. although ii blog lerr.. but then arhhxx.. what the heck lolx!!.. now ii have a weird accent loorrxx.. my blog ish a liittle corrputed ler.. the photot ii click 3 or 4 times then.. sthhhxx.. nvr miind sho hard to explaiin hahaxx... byes!!

woOhoOSS iit's iim all wet cush ii helped mum cleaned up in the balcony shweet...

and best of all iit's raining weeexx!!! x))just lubb e rainning dayys worrrxx hahaxx..

stiil waiiting for maple to dowloade 63% arhhxx. got to gobyes!!

hmmmxx.. just wandering... maybe iit's tiime to grow upp after all ^^ lolx..budd arhhxxx.. what the heck.. ii liike the "me" riight now i dunch wana be e chiildiish kiid ps: i fine iit really lame ^^ no offence lolx.. budd iim not telliing thoese kiids out there to be mature kaiies??.. just be urself =P haiixx.. iim really afraiid to be fat ii wana be skiiny for all mae liife =P k fiine!!! tomorrow after church iim gonna go to e staduiim and run for 2 hrs mwhahahahahahahahassss ^-^ that way ii wont turn fat!!! yayas.. arghhxxx.. gtg mum nagging again!!! byes!!

bOOOOox!!!!!!sho tired lorrxxx..wasted 1 hr cush stupiid lau cok cok lau shii dunch know howw to teach our class..=P no larrs.. he's teachiing iish okayy budd thenn he shoud'nt teach our class he should teach the EM1 cush he doesn't know how to scold students dethenn our class liike sho noiisy lorrxx =.=aniwaiies ii hate chiinese =P ii suck at iit hahax.. maple patch sho slow to downloadde de omg.. =.= NO HWK TODAE!! shweet!! hahaxxx.. sobbiiex todae mr.razli tease mae lorrxx at engliish lesson said that liisha de boyfriend broke up wiith her because liisha berii weak keep falling down so he go and find another girlfriend berii strong de name EVANGELINE!!thenn koh qiing saw liisha cryiing and comforted her =.= SHO EMBARASSING!!!! he should have saiid someone else not mae!!!!!!!!!!!! whiie dunch say kohqing or weiqi or eve whiie does it habb to be mae?? ever siince ii have been sitting right infront of mr.razli he has been teasiing me non-stop.. mr.razli sho evil de x))onli to tease ush giirls.. budd aniiwaiies it'll nvr happen?! lolx.. anddddd.. ii dunch fall alwaiies x)) lolx.. budd it's true iim berii weak hahax.. thenn horrxxx.. yesterday went out with michelle and rowell sho fun loorrrxxxx x)) budd too bad aloysius cantt be there =( lolxxxx.. ush 5 are e best!! and follow by the girl gang group!! hahaaxxx.. just lubbiing mae friiends whiie maple downloade sho loong ne?? hiyyyyooss SHO LONG LEHXXXXXXXXXXXX... =p got to go lerrs byexxx!!!

serene iif urr now lookiing at my blog.. iim really sorrry wot happened yesterdayhaiish.. really depressed nowxx.. ii guessh joyce has forgottenn all about mae.. iive sent sho many letters over but she never replied.. some frenxxx are really lame.. iive found out the real truth about soon jiia lerr.. soon jiia euu dunch habb to act iit all outt ler.. dunch act liike euu care sho much.. euu hate mae lots and ii know.. ii hatte euu joyce uu've forgottennn about mae.. II HATE YOU!! arhhhxxxx..sho stress slept 1 am yesterday sho tiired my head's spinning around.. iim really sorry serene kaiies?.. iim really rude to you these dayys cush .. omg.. =.= cush.. iive's been pressured by my mother kaiies?..hopes ya cann understand iim really sorry..iive been sleepiing iin class lately worrs.. giiving extra worksheets to tables.. shiit.. iim really tiired.. then mr. razli asked me whiie ii am sho lazy.. thenn ii told hiim ii am berii tiired loorxxx.. kept giiving out extra hwk to groups.. omg.. thiish
ish liike sho not myself lately channge background song ler.. hopes ya liike it gtg to STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYES =(

[[PLLSHH PRAYY FOR MAExxx+`] ty*

todae had e great tiime at Amanda's so called"Party" lol iit was really speciial cush we liike all habb to look for amanda we were liike running all around compass point lorrx.. hahax.. berii fun.. ^-^ 6.45pm then come back.. hahax.. today my mood ish far more better then yesterday =P ii thiink ill be haviiing a sore eye soon =.= eye sho itchy bOohx.. sobbiies..
ii made upp a poem hope you'll liike it =P(dunch cry horrx.. it's a sad poem)

LEVE ME ALONE__`
composed by liisha lee sii huii

leave me alone left to die
wiith useless tears left to cry
all alone safe and sound a heart
of stone left on the ground
barry me in dirt so deep
to bliind to see my heart does seep
down to the bone ii feel itt ache
left all alone another hartt break
now ii lay and watch blood bleed
for that's all;that's all i need

lolx.. sad marhx?.. walao.. mum nagging agaiin got to go CYA!!__`

because of euu my liife was changed;
because of euu i was sho afraiid
because of euu it wrecked our friendship
because of euu, u wanted to comit sucide
because of euu euu miissed thoes happie days we had together
because of euu u are a smoke idditc now
because of euu ur getting suspended
because of euu i wash lonely and sad
ii miised thoes tiimes we had together.. haiish.. gonna celebrate amanda's biirthday tomorrow hope ii can at least cheer myslef up.. just thiinkiing the tiimes we had together liisha and miinyii together alwaiies.. budd ii guessh iit can neva eva happen agaiin.. one's iit's brokenn iit's foreva brokenn u can neva mend the brokenn miror.. u triied but u failed cush the peices are too sharp and euu cut urself and euu bleed badly ... ii wash alwaiies there and u neva cared.. i helped euu and euu neva say thank you.. uuve changed sho much that ii cannot even recogniise euu ur liife's ruiin and ii can't help euu.. urr iin deep shiit ya know??.. ii hate ur frens.. they suck.. their teachiing u the wrong way of liife.. i warned euu to stay away from them but u neva listened.. and now.. u end up iin thiish piile of shiit..ii dunch know what to do.. budd all ii can do it to habb hope from the lord.. that at least one of ur frens can help ya out.. teach euu the right's and the dont's =P.. yepps just goiing to prayy hope u can get beta someday....hope ii can cheer up when ii go and celebrate amanda's birthday.. yepps..

+/+`___`wont u listen to me for 1 sec believe in mae
+/+___`ur goiin iin the wrong way.. pls.. listen to mae
+/+___`jia you!! i'll be guidiing u whereva u go

haiix..berii berii siian nowx.. lolx.. mum & dad berii happy cush i haben't been playing to maple recently ^-^thish means that.. IM NOT IDDICTED TO MAPLE ANYMORE!!yayx!! lolx..but.. feeling sho damn pissed what happen yesterday lorxx.. fuckiing teacher scold me just because ii was learniing my spelling lorx.. fuck her larx.. x)) idiot bytch.. hahax.. todae my grandfather's birthday... yayx!!.. all e cousiins comming..best of all A BIRTHDAY CAKE!! yummy!! iive been liike sho iddicted to my mirmo ziibang comic book lorxx... ii find them berii niice berii touchiing.. hahax..one siideed lurbb.. hahx... sho stressed arhhx.. lolx.. study, study and study.. omg got to study more.. exams are just around da corner.. ^-^aniwaies.. just realli confuesed now.. shld i listen to eve or dianwei?.. exx.. does he realli like mae?.. *CONFUSED* aiiyas whiie am ii sho bothered wiith all these things?? do ii really ?.. aiyass nvm larx.. no.. nvr.. nvr.. aiyas aniwaies. got to go.. byex!!


[[ii miss euu a little;a little too much*`]
iiwannaknowetruth;whenareugonnatellmae?
dreams DO COME TRUE!!

iim havviin serious moodswiings//+.. yesterday got kenna scolded by teacher.. yars.. just because i was fooling around duriing ussr= READ SILENTLY sho wot?.. lolx.. i was like studying for my english spelling.. then teacher saw.. say wow.. that was cute of u.. walao that teacher better take pills.. lolx.. iim was liike readiing so silently alsho must kachiao mae..she siiao x))..hahahxx..iive't not been studying recently o.0.. iim now liike sho iddicted to e mirmo zibang book lorx.. i just find the comiic book berii niice it''s liike a lurve storrie lorx.. one sidded lurb storrie.. lolx.. haiish.. still haben't go e answer.. yet yks.iive stop liiking maple ler!!.. yayx!!.. lolx.. my mum sho proud of mae.. hahhx.. today my grandfather's birthday lorx.. everyong comiing.. at around 7pm.. yarx!!ii want to know e truth lehhx.. sho confuesed.. eve say that diianwei saes this?.. ehx?? who to trust?.. eve saes yesh diianweii saes no.. o.0 aiiyas ... whiie am ii sho bothered about iit?.. lolx.. dunch tell mae.. iim falling for... aiyas no larx.. iim just talkiing crap.. nvr it will nvr happen ^-^ cush we are liike sho not tiight lorx.. alwaies fight de x.X liike my new tagboard marhx?.. lolx.. got to go.. x.X someone arrive ler.. cya later!!


/++ ii miss euu a little;a little too much
/++ii wanna know e truth!!
[[293 dayys still waiiting/++]]

arghhxxx... goiin crazzy crazzy ler... shiit...do euu liike me ornot???.. if yesh sae sho.. if no.. just shout it out and let mae hear!!!!!!!! kaiies?.. =.= cush everyone ish just goiin round telling stuff that it isn't true.. and ii just hate it!!!!! =.= diianweii saes yes eve saes noomg.. who should i belif?.. oohxxx... aiyyas... whiie amm ii cariing that much..???? aniwaies.. forget what ive said earlier.. =.= todae went to heartlandmall buy sho much stuff!! took neoprint alsho.. with soon jia lorrs.. siian arrs.. just wondering... about all e problems i hab recently.. smilex.. =DD ii habb a feeliing that someone has been impressing mae all along =(.. but ii dunch know whiie?.. lolx.. ever since im moved to group 5.. o.0not gonna tell to anyone yars?.. todae liike spent sho much money lorrs.. now totallie BROKE!!!gtg.. cya latter tomorrow maybe!! =DD


[[Stayy cool be euu]]
[[ when will ever know the truth?]]
292 dayys still waittiing =DD

ii hadd enuff of u gals.. ler.. I DUNCH LIKE HIIM!!!!!! pls.... =.= haiish.. i know ii blush when u shouted out like lisa liikes hiim... lolx.... i know... ii really do.. but the truth ish i dunch liike hiim.. and ii thiink that he doesn't have feeliings for mae.. kaiies?.. hurhus... i dunch liike hiim and that's a true fact.. iif u guys dunch belif it's not my fault.. .... even though he really hab feelings for mae.. im not gonna accept.. lolx.. berii funny lors.. koh qing told mae that amanda told her brother ilu.. sweet dreamx.. they were liike smsing at niight.. sho romantic.. lorrs.. lolx!! she told hiim that i love uu loads.. hahahs... then koh qing go when and look at all e messenges.. whoawhoas...!!! lolx.. berii niice hahas.. hopes.. koh qing fiind herr mr righht soon worrx... go look at mae daiiry all e giirl's profiile are there horrx.. all of themm the message ish.. hopes u fall in lob with dominic..omg... liike in 1000000 million years laterx.. lolx.. maple still lvl 50 ... hahas.. currently just takiing my mum's advice to study hard lorrs.. iim such a good girl aren't ii x)) lolx.. sho long nvr put pic on blog ler.. maybe take pic's with SJ on friiday.. hopes ii can remember to briing cam along o.0" lolx gtg.. play maple ler.. soon hab to slack agaiin.. cyas!! pS: prayy for all e pri 6 pupils good luck in ur PSLE!!! do ur best and u'll nvr regrett kaiies?.. striive on!!

ii knoww ive been really lame these dayys.. but iim shorry ii can't help iit kayys?.. lolx.. maybe ii should listen to my mum's advice just to study real hard and then when e exams~~ comes. ill be able to hog on e com lolx.. yars.. butt no one and i mean NO ONE will ever replace my tiime blogging lolx.. everyone sae's im petty lolx.. sho wot?.. lolx.. hehehs.. iim like sho EVIL NOW LORRS x)) lolx.. iim just iin a scolding mood thatts all .. tats mae.. lolx..aniwaies today iim like e only gal in da group lorrs.. kq did't come to school hurhus.. =.= then ii wash like so sho.. evil to da boiis in my group.. lolx.. then they sae ii petty.. =.= lolx.. ii wash liike screamiing my lungs out to kept them quiet lorrs.. serene saw ur profile ler.. u dunch need to hiide it away.. just because u really lubb hiim.. ii understand lolx!!!~todae make more colour nicce marhs?..lolx.. maple lvl 50.. fame sho damn low .. sho many hwk omg... hurhus.. sho lamme lorrs.. aiyoss... now partner mei mei qiqi ler.. she onli like younger then me by 2 dayys lolx!!.. maybe we are liike really fated to be together lolx..yars.. true lehs.. cus.. liike she liike purple me alsho she like thish like it too.. lolx.. maybe lorrs.. lets wait and see.... still counting the dayys.. like..

*[xxx.291 dayys siince uve left mae iin da raiin all cold and wet.. u promiise mae u would come back butt i u didn't u said u wont break ur promise but i guessh u did.. 291 dayys ish the paiin i hadd to waiit for u.. still waiiting..

whiie.. whiie.. whiee does thish hab to hapenn to mae.. guesh.. iim really sho unlucky after all... lolx.. ive been treating someone really badly these days.. feeling berii guiilty now worrs.. lolx.. but hopes he/she wontt take it too seriously.. my dreamms are dashed ler.. ii cann nvr acheive what i alwaiies wantedd to be... nvr... i guessh unless.. a miracle happend.. lolx.. whiie my blog no music.. de ... arghhs.. sho busy these dayys thats whiie nvr blog ler.. sobbiex.. aiyos.. exams are coming soon ler STRESS ARHHS!!!~~ x)) just taking it easy lorrrs.. lolx.. my bro ish like sho rush iin hiis exams now lorrs.. dont know what's up wiith hiim.. iim really scared when my frens remiinds me of my memoriies.. there ish a dark secret iin mae.. but no one can ever tell.. cush.. ii never show mae sadness soul.. there ish a dark deep secret... no one will ever know.. about it.. accept ii.. cush there ish no one to trust!!..all are not worthy..lolx! x)) iit's only mae... someone else.. someone else.. but he/she ish the one who ruins mae liife to be sho scared whenn ii ever look back at the past.. he/she was a really good trustworthy person untill.. yars.. aiyas dunch wana talk about itt ler... gtg.. lolx.. go find song to put in
cyas

wiithout euu thish world means nothiing to mae.. and iim thankful to hab u as a friend cus u rock.. when ii was a big fat loser.. u were.. alwaiies there to guiide mae through e darkness.. sighhs.. now iim a littile depressed.. siighs.. ii just miss e old times we had together.. haiish.. iit's really sad ya know.. ii miiss u a little;a little too much .. whiee does liife.. hab to be sho compliicated for mae.. its been 298 dayys siince i saw.. u.. ive been looking out for u ... but u neva know.. i wash alwaiies there for u.. but u didn't care.. i cared.. so much.... but... u neva cared about mae.. now u had ruin ur whole entire liife by smokiing.. what cann ii do to stop euu.. it really hurtts seeing u in thishh state.. it'll neva heal... but it'll hurt more each day.. but ii guessh memoriies are worth to remember... and ill alwaiies prayy for ya.. now.. ive grown older..my own way of thinking.. my own liife.. sho tiired lers.. haiis.. good luck to all pri 6 pupils.. hope.. u wont regret about ur results... dont go into a lousy school and start smokiing.. kayys?.. go in a good school... wish ya all da best!!!!