Saturday, September 03, 2005
1:04 AM
zzz... my tummy ish aching...todae verri restless.. dont feel like doing anything.. lazing around da whole day lors.. watch tv.. and sleep scared i grow fat worrs..siian ah..then i want to play maple de. but thench server full liao.. zzzz...sho pissed lors.. sho boared at home sho i call serene ask abigail on mondae can go out or not.... but then she kept asking me to go out one lors. but she refuse to call abigail. zzzz.. ~*mood swings*~whiee.. ish god play with earlings all daa time?.. nothin good happens.. NOTHING!! how i wish people all around me would all just shuddup for a minute.. just one minute will do xD hurhus.. NOTHING TO DO AT HOME!!sho sian.. these dayys i alsho very scared to call abigail ler.. she kept avoiding me lors.. and when i ask her something she alwaies say so like i care isit?.. arghhs.. then when i talk to her on daa phone she alsho like not listening but busy with something else lorrs.. onli waste time talking to her on daa phone.. is she doing it on purpose?.. i donno and i would'nt want to find out.. cus it will break my hartt and be torn into peices.hopes she wont change.. i just love daa way when she was her old self.. when she got in with the *in-crowd* she had change.. alwaies say sho?.. =( guessh she don't care about moii anymores.. hurhurs.. =.=" can't play maple!!! arghhs.. the goal for next week holidays ish level:45.. now only 43 how am i going to make it.. with sho many people playing.. arghhs.. and freaking com ish lagging sho much.. damn it.. then i want to go out alsho no one to go out with moii lors.. planning to go out with minyi but then im too scared to ask...